Photo credits

The Embalse de Riano in northern Spain. The picture was taken by .... me!

Friday, April 27

Views on Penal Substitution and Gay Marriage

What do you think of my Venn diagramme below?

Am I right to suggest that there is a tendency for those who object to Penal Substitution to support gay marriage?

Am I right to suggest that there is a tendency for those for who Penal substitution is the indispensable truth, to oppose gay marriage?
Am I wrong to generalise, or is it a reasonable overview?


Is it that if you think God’s laws (in detail) are important, it means that (a) they must be obeyed even when culturally inconvenient and (b) there must be punishment for breach of those laws and hence the need for penal substitution as the only way to satisfy both justice and mercy simultaneously?

Is it that if you are fuzzy about the laws, then the need for punishment can be glossed over and more appealing interpretations of the cross can be found?

Can we bring left and right together, making the right less harsh and the left less lax?

Thursday, April 26

Work ethic

Hey, I have done some real work today!

What we learn from Sapho, the Greek Poet.

I was listening to Melvyn Bragg’s “in Our Time” on Radio 4 this morning. Yes, this means I am officially middle aged! (For readers not familiar with the programme, Melvyn gathers a group, usually university professors, and they discuss something highly intellectual and academic like the Cynics movement in ancient Greece, the development of Anarchist philosophy, etc)

This time the erudite discussion was about Roman and Greek poetry and how it addresses the subject of love.

A key figure in moving poetry away from epics like the Iliad to this more day to day topic was the Greek poet Sapho. It is from Sapho, the first famous female poet, that we get our language of love today.

They were saying that many of her poems were love triangles; she is watching the person she loves being chatted up by a rival, and describes her turmoil as this happens.

I found out this morning from the programme that Sapho was a lesbian, and in fact the object of her love in the love triangle was often a woman, being chatted up by a hunky man.

The discussion moved on to Roman poetry, and apparently one of the Roman poets whose name escapes me (it had a C in it, and he was related to Julius Ceaser and to Lesbia), more or less copied some of Sapho’s work but as well as translating it to Latin he swapped the gender’s of the parties, so now he was watching a woman getting frisky with his boyfriend. The poet’s relative Lesbia was attached to the Greek island Lesbos and the lesbian group there, from which Lesbianism gets its name.

So why am I writing all this stuff here? Because you will be aware that I have already written some posts on the topic of homosexuality and how to interpret the Apostle Paul’s writings on the topic. I have been genuinely seaching for the truth, trying to do so with an open mind and to lay down my prejudices.

According to the Church of England newspaper, Bishop Ingham has stated that ‘arsenokoitai’ refers not to adult consenting homosexual relationships, but to pederasty, and that the modern concept of homosexual love was virtually unknown at the time.

It is clear from the scholar’s discussion of Sappho, the Roman Poet, etc, that in fact the concept of homosexual love was not only known but was socially acceptable. Not as a marriage, because marriage was for raising babies not for sexual pleasure. You wouldn’t subject your wife to your lust, you would satisfy that elsewhere.

So that is the context into which Paul was writing.

And having wondered about this topic for some time in a genuine search for the truth, I now consider that Bishop Ingham’s bluff has been called. I am now convinced that Paul, in writing ‘arsenokoitai’ was writing about men who sleep with men (in the sexual sense).

And in as much as homosexual love was known and accepted by the Greek society but Paul called the church OUT of that society, so in today’s society when homosexual love is known and accepted the call to us all including homosexual people today is the same. Come out of that society, and into the Kingdom of God. “For such some of you were”. If we continue to act that way, we will not inherit the kingdom. I want to share the Kingdom with homosexual people. This is the path given by God through Paul.

"Roman Catholic" is an oxymoron.

(Title says it all)/

Wednesday, April 25

Business website

I have set one up.

Not telling you, though, since this is supposed to be an anonymous blog.

Tuesday, April 24

Work ethic

I have sat here for the last 8 hours of working time, doing virtually nothing related to what I am being paid to sit here doing.

One reason for this is distraction – it is always more interesting to surf blogs than to work out water levels in a sewage tank.

Another reason is that I am finding hard to get my teeth into anything. Most of my projects are waiting for someone else to do something. I could make an assumption about what they will do, but it could all be abortive. I don’t really know what I am supposed to be doing.

Another reason is that often it’s not that there is nothing to do; it’s that I can’t think what it is. And I know that whatever it is, I will be in trouble for not doing.

So for distractions, workload fluctuations, and poor foresight, I do zilch. And I get to the end of the day feeling demotivated, and feeling guilty because I am still taking the clients money for doing nothing. It is contrary to my personal work ethic to sit at my desk inactive in this way.

These days contrast sharply with other days when as soon as I walk in people are asking me questions and requiring output from me, I have clear vision and I have the information and tools to hand – I soar through the day and go home knackered, but satisfied. When I’m good, I’m very good.

I want more good days, and fewer confused ones.

Monday, April 23

New business

Apparently the wheels are turning and my business bank account may be open in the next ten days, and then I can offically start trading as a freelance engineer.

Vestments on trial

I returned briefly to my placement church last night for Sunday evensong.

Well, if I am more honest, I went to see if I could borrow a cassock and surplice for my licensing next week [since I will wear them too rarely to purchase].

Coming home, it dawned on me that none of my family had ever seen me in robes. I guessed that they might find it amusing and even have a bit of a laugh, and decided that I should get this over and done with by modelling them at home, rather than have them burst out laughing at their Dad as I process up the aisle on Saturday.

Well, it’s a good thing I did. Child 3 has only two modes: Adoration of what he sees as cool (eg shiny football boots), and extreme mockery of what he sees as rubbish (eg anything unrelated to football). So I had to endure shrieks of laughter and ridicule from him. Next was Child 4 – more laughter. Child 5 “Dad, you look like a girl. Shall I get a ribbon for your hair?” Child 6 – ditto. Child 2 – normally the most respectful – “Face up to it Dad, you look really stupid”. Child 1 was shut in his study revising for exams. I opened the door and he looked at me for a fraction of a second then let out a long high pitched scream.

I turned to my wife for comfort – mistake. She was very much on their side.

So, I was glad to have got it over and done with, but it was worse than I expected and quite disappointing as I expected at least my some of own family would be more supportive and encouraging.

Worse, earlier in the day I had dropped off tickets for the event at my brother’s house. We live in the same town but our paths rarely cross in the business of life and I haven’t actually seen him for two years. His first words “Good to see you”? No such luck … “My goodness, you’ve aged!”

Well so has he but I’m too polite to say.

So I moaned to my parents about this on the phone. And they agreed with him, saying I look older than he does (and he is 5 years my senior). They blamed my former vasectomy – though I actually started going grey when my daughter was in hospital and the doctor thought she was dieing.

So, shall I abandon my family and go and live in a monastery somewhere?

Friday, April 20

Mortgage woes

Found out today that I have been refused the mortage to do up the basement so that my kids don't have to sleep next to mouldy walls. So - big family needs big house needs big mortgage refused because of big family. But if i had a small family i wouldn't need the big house and wouldn't be asking for a mortgage, would I?

In the meantime, rates are going up. I will have to act fast to try a diffferent route.

Licensing news

Just over a week till my licensing.

The in-house magazine at this office has a social slot, so I put an articel in it about my licensing, the course, etc. This has raised some discusion with colleagues (which is why i put it in).

Of course some cynics say that I should have had a photo of me bashing someone with a giant crucifix.

Others have had more general questions - can you do weddings? Can you do funerals?

But the lad next to me has just had a long chat about faith, proof, healing, tongues (i gave him the spectrum of theological views) etc. So hopefully this will have planted and/or watered enough seed to spring into a living faith in him too. Please pray for him.